Umakoti #3

Umakoti #3 Ave inzima indaba yokuzifaka wena emgodini ojulile omnyama bhuqe...okuthi noma usuthi uzama ukuphuma kuwo uvele umane upaquze into engayi ndawo....ukugwinye...nokukhala kwakho kuphenduke ize leze...kungekho ongaba namandla okukulekelela akukhiphe kuleso sijula. Ngisho kanjena nje ngoba imigilingwane esengiyigile lapha ekhaya...isifuna ukungiphendukela kube sengathi iyangigwinya ngibuka. Okumangazayo ukuthi cishe akekho umuntu ongayikholwa yonke lento uma isize yavela obala...ngoba indlela engaziwa nginamahloni ngayo...okuhambisana nokuhlonipha kuyamangaza. Yebo lokhu abakusho ngami cishe kunjalo ngempela...kangangoba ukuqala kwami ukubhebhana no Nombuso akuzange kube umbono wami...noma inhloso yami...kodwa kwaba uye ongisukelayo....kwasho khona ke ukuthi angeke uyethembe lento...#esho ephilula umthondo ngesandla ecanga....kunjalo nje ayinasihlobo. Nakuba ngingazi ukuthi wabe evele enenhloso yokungizwisa ukuthi ingquza imnandi kanjani u Nombuso angazi..nanokuthi yena qobo lwakhe wabe esewazi ukuthi umthondo ukufudumala kwawo uphakathi engquzeni ....angazi....kodwa...indaba yasuka kwasamdlalwana nje othile. Nakhu okufanele ukwazi mfundi ngo Nombuso udadewabo ka Nonhle ngokulamana kwabo.....bengabazala kimi. UNombuso ukhule eyilenhlobo eyabe ingafuni luutho oluthinta umfana. Ngizama ukuchaza ukuthi...wabe eyilenhlobo eluhlaza...okuthi uma nje umfana eke wazama ukweshela .....uma kuwukuthi lowo mfanyana mdadlanyana kunaye uyamesaba...akhale ahayize...aze alahle phansi konke abekuthunyiwe aqonde ekhaya afike esekhihla esika Nandi...esho nokusho ukuthi ubevinjwa umfana othizeni endleleni emkhulumela izinto angazazi. Njalo lomuntu owenza lemigilingwane njalo useyiqhumamponjwana...mina engihlala naye sengike ngibone nanokuthi sekuqala ukuhwalala lapha phansi kwamakwapha okukhomba ukuthi nezinza sezikhona. Kodwa indlela ayeluhlaza ngakhona wayengambheki nakumbheka umfana ocishe alingane naye uma ezama ukweshela wayevele amgibele ngenqini...umbone umfana esexhaphe igazi...khona lapho. Ngalokhu ngizama ukukuvezela ukuthi u Nombuso wayengathintwa...ngalendlela yokuthi ngisho nasekhaya..kwase kwaziwa kahle ukuthi alufakwa lubuya nawe laphaya kuye....babeze bathi kwakufuze kube uye ongumfana bese mina ngenxa yokuba isithingithingi kube yimi intombazane. Lokhu kuba luhlaza ngalendlela kuka Nombuso kwaze kwaba nomthelela wokuthi nami ngiwesabe kakhudlwana amantombazane ngoba kwakuvele kufike into ethi kimi...cishe wonke amantombazane ayefana naye...awakufuni ukweshelwa. Ukuthi ngabe ngimdadlana kuye kodwa kwamina sasike sibambane ngezihluthu kube mnyama phansi...enamndla enjalo nje unkabi....okuthi uma eke wangibamba wangisobozela ngithuke sekuntweza izinkanyezi emehlweni kimi...kanti usengilahle phansi...maqede azongihlala ngedolo..esifubeni...ngize ngisizwe obukayo...asilamule...sengifisa nokuxolisa. Kodwa ke khona kunjalalo...ukuxabana kwethu...kwakubuye kudlule njengezingane zandawonye...sibuye sihleke sidlale kube mnandi nje. Yilobo bunjalo buka Nombuso ke obagcina bungenze ngawasaba ukufa amantombazane.. nakuba ngase ngisesigabeni lapho ontanga yethu...bewaxosha xosha amantombazane ubezwe bethi onkabi bayawathanda...kodwa mina ngase ngizisizelwa ilo idlozi okwakuye kube ilo elingibambelayo ikakhulukazi ebusuku... leyontombazane engiyihalelayo...ngiyoyiphupha ke ingane yabantu..ngiyiwota wota...ngiphaphame sekumanzi izikhinjana. Nakho ke ukumane ngizishayele indlwabe...ngizithokozise..ke uma ngithola ithuba ukuze ngibone nokuthi kanti kukhona okuphumayo emthondweni uma usukhafula...angithi nje yiyo indlwabe eyayingilekelela ekutheni ngicabange ukuthi ingquza ngiyabazi ubumnandi bayo....kanti ngishaye phansi kwashunqa. Indaba yokukhulela emakhaya iyahlupha ke...ngoba ukuvele nimane nishiywe nodwa kuthiwe khwezelani amabhodwe....azodliwa abadala uma sebebuya emasimini...kwakuyinhlala yenza. Nangaleli langa kwaba yiso leso...sisele sobabili nomntaka malume siyalelwe ukuthi asikhwezele isitambu ukuze beqambe bayabuya emasimini ukuyohlakula abantu abadala sesivuthiwe isitambu....bese bethola okuya ngasethunjini. Unkabi lo u Nombuso wayeyalelwe nokuthi asale ahlanze izindlu. Laphaya endlini ewulawondi kamama wakhe kwabe kukhona umbhejana oyi single bed. ..owawulala umam wakhe. Ekhishini kwakungekho mbhede...so...isihlakaniphi esiwu Nombuso savele sangiqinela...kwathi kutshelwe yena ukuthi ahlanze izindlu...kodwa ngenxa yokuba yilento engiyiyo...wavele wathi yena uzohlanza ekhishini...okusho ukuthi mina kufanele ngiyohlanza leyaya indlu ka mama wakhe noma ke angithi u aunty wami...cabanga eyabe ilala bona vele. Nokudlala sikukhonzile ...sinjalo nje...nali nebhodwe lesitambu lidinga ukubaselwa. Akwenze lokho okumele akwenze ekhishini. okungatheni vele kulula okwakhe ngoba ekhishini kwabe kungekho zimpahla eziningi vele....qede anginike umshanelo kube ukuthi mina ngizoyohlanza ulawondi kamama wakhe. Angisho nje leyondlu mina ngangingakaze ngiyihlanze ngaphambilini...okuwuyena muntu owazi kahle ukuthi ihlanzwa kanjani.....kwabe kunguye uNombuso ndini lo...osengiqinela. Ngihliphizise ngihliphisize mina...ngizwe ngaye eselokhu ekhomba lapha nalaphaya...njengenduna...engimele ngemuva...engikhomba lokhu nalokhuya. Ngenxa yokungayiboni kahle lento alokhu eyikhomba ngivele ngimane ngiwulahle phansi umshanelo....nokho ngizwa ukuthi nginokucasuka...esikhundleni sokuwucosha aqhubeke enze kahle lapho engingenzanga kahle khona...avele awucoshe afune ukuwubuyisela kimi esandleni. Sishudulizisane ke manje...ngingafuni nokuveza ukuthi lokhu akwenzayo kuyangicika ngempela...ingani ngiyazi nje sisobabili lapha ekhaya...abantu abadala balee..ngaphesheya komfula...okusho ukuthi uma kungafika lapho kuze kufanele silwe.khona..sizongikhama isilima lesi....ngize ngisuze kungekho muntu ozosilamula....futhi angibazi ubugwala obunjeya mina. Ngivele ngilokhu ngimbalekela ke manje....angixoshe....size siyophuma emnyango.....engijaha ngomshanelo ezama nokungibamba...sijikeleze izindlu.. ngibuyele kuwo ulawundi...lapho siyagigitheka.....yena ufuna ngiqhubeke nokushanela kodwa mina angifuni...sekuphenduke umdlalwana othile kwayiwona lo....esiwenzayo. Singene endlini sesiphushana...sibambane...sishudulizisane.. sekuvele kwaba sengathi sizwana amandla manje....kwayilowo mshanelo...usumane wawela laphaya...sesiyaphushana...siyabambana...wena owabona abadlali be wrestling. Aphusheke size siyowa phezu kombhede...kamawakhe.. ngibe ngaphezulu.. abe ngaphansi....okuyizingubo zishuduleke umbhede kuvele kube sengathi.. awukaze wendlulwe....kukhale ubugetshegetshe sibambana khona lapho phezu kombhede Siyahleka.. nami...lapho sengiwakhiphe wonke amandla ami...silokhu sibambana...engaphansi ngingaphezulu...ngilelwa ukuthi angake alinge abuyele ngaphezulu.... usepaquzisa nezinyawo...ubusantu santu...okuyingubo akugqokile sekuvele kwenyuka kwazohlala phezu kwenkaba....kanti unkabi akalifakile nephenti enjalo nje. Ngiyibone ingquzana kamtaka aunty isilokhu isantuza nje engiphusha ngayo..okungathi uyafenda...ezama ukungibuyisela ngaphansi. Ngimcindezele ngomzimba okungathi ngilele kuye...ngihleli kuye esiswini. Okokuqala ngqa ngibona ingquza ingquza ka Nombuso ukuthi kanti isinehlathi impela. Nakhu ke okuvame ukwenzeka kunanoma imuphi umfana uma ushudulizisana nentombazane..... angeke angaqhanyelwa... ngisho sekuthiwani. Nami...ngiwuzwe usufutha manje umthondo...kodwa vele izingqondo zethu azikho lapho ekufutheni kwemithondo...ingani sesizitholele umdlalo...wokubhuquzisana thina....kakhulukazi mina engizibona nginamandla ukwedlula uNombuso engihleli ngimesaba...ngimazi nokuthi uyangehlula ngamandla. Ngisizwe isinqa sami kungathi siyaxega kancane...lapho siyaquma okungathi siyalwa...sibambene ngezandla....sibuye sihleke...uzwe omunye ethi...hhheeee...uzama ukwenzani?...lapho akasasantuzi kanje uNombuso ngize ngithuke sengibona leyandawo ebomvu phakathi engquzeni...noqhotho oqhoshe ngasenhla nayo ingguza. Lokho kunaka kwami ukuxega kwesinqa..engingazi nami ukuthi kahle kahle kwase kufike ini emqondweni wami....avele angiphushe ngiye ngiyowela eceleni...kwakhe...abe eseshilo.. uyangihleka..ubuza ukuthi....ubuthi uzamani?....ucabanga ukuthi ungahlula mina ngamandla?.... eeehh!...ehhhh!...usho lapho usebuyele ngaphezulu...kimi...asho ahlale phezu kwami esiswini... naye angigxamalazele...ngamathanga.....kube sengathi ufuna ukungikinya. Ngimane ngiphakamise isinqa okungathi ngiyafenda ngimphusha..ngesisu...kube sengathi uzozophuma ngenhla kwekhanda lami awe.....aze abambelele ngazo zombili izandla...eduze kwekhanda lami...abone ukuthi engathi ngizomchitha ngalendlela...avele asehlisele isinqa kube sengathi uhlala ngayo qobo ingquza phezu kwawo umthondo...nawo engingazi noma usuthole umdlalo omusha yini...kulokhu esijwenzayo. Ngendlela ahleli ngayo phezu kwawo..umthondo....kuze kube sengathi uzophuka...ngizwakale sengithi....eeeshuuu!...kanti naye kusho ukuthi uyezwa ukuthi uyamhlaba umthondo....ingani usuvele waqina waba lugodo.. ..ukuthi kuphi wabe ehlabeka kuphi ke yena...angazi... ngicabanga ukuthi ilokho kuhlabeka kabuhlungwana okwamenza wavele wehlisa isandla ngamuzwa esewunkamfula...kungathi uyawulungisa. ..ewudonsa...uwususa .lapho ezwa ehlabeka kabuhlungwana khona...ngimuzwe ethi...hhhlll...aze ahline kube sengathi uyethuka...abe esewugxavulile...ewubamba isandla esikhiphe phakathi kwamathanga akhe njengoba ehleli phezu kwami nje. Kuthi...kade ethi...hhhllll...ngoba kubonakala ukuthi uzwa ubuhlungu...ngimuzwe esethi...hhhaaaa!!...esho ekhamisa evula umlomo okungathi uyamangala....engibuka ewavule wonke amehlo. Kanti...ngebhadi uthe uyawubamba kwasho ukuthi ibhulukwe engiligqokile lizidabukele la ngaphansi...njengoba sishudulizisana nje nomthondo usuqhanyelwe....usuvele wabhinyilika waphumela ngaphandle kwalo...uthuka nje usilwane sikamhlola ingoba usevele wawubamba wagcwala isandla umthondo oshisa bhe. Khona nami ngethuke...ngithi ngizama ukuwubalekisa...avele aphazamiseke...kube sengathi ufuna ukuwa....abe eseyobhalansa ngezandla emaceleni.....evikela ukungawi...kube kanti...ngokwenza kanjalo...usewushiya umthondo ugudla izindebe zengquza...udlula phakathi kwazo izindebe zengquza waze wayocindezela uqhotho oswakeme ngekhinqi...ngimbone egongobala...iqolo leli lize ligobe.....lapho nami sengizwa lokho kushisa kwengquza....okunokukitaza..kube sengathi...kukhona ongibhunyela ngamanzi abandayo. Ngethuke...qede ngizame futhi ukuhlehlisa isinqa.. kodwa kusho khona ukuthi uma ngenza kanjalo...uvele uhlehle umthondo...uzinwaye izindebe zengquza uhlehla....uze uyoqondana nembobo yengquza ngqo....ngimbone kungathi uyethuka...maqede aqine aphinde athambe...ngokushesha. Abe engibamba enginisa kungathi uzama ukungimpitsha ngamathanga...qede akhulume ngezwi eselihedlezela okungathi ufuna ukukhala...athi kaaahhh...kanti...ungenzanihh...esho engiqinisa...ngamathanga...kwasa kungimpintsha...okunokuqhaqhazela manje. Ngenxa yalokho kuqinisakwakhe umzimba kanjalo namathanga...uvele ubhinyilike futhi umthondo...ungaze ungene embobeni yengquza...uphushuluke...uze ngaphambili..futhi...uye ugudle phakathi kwazo izindebe zengquza uze uyohlikiza uqhotho ngekhinqi...nalo eselicwebezela...livuza ukutshezana.....ngimuzwe ethamba kancane kancane...okuyisinqa sakhe siqale sinyakaze kwasa kulandela umthondo lapho ungakhona...qede alale phezu kwami ngokungathi ngobunono obukhulu. Sibe sesishilo lesi silima esiyimi...ngezwi eliqhaqhazelayo....ngithi...Nombuso...suka phezu kwami...uyangesinda....lapho inhliziyo isishaya ngamandla okungathi izophuma emlonyeni iqhasha. Esikhundleni sokusuka ngivele ngimuzwe esiminca isinqa ngendlela yokuthi ulandela umthondo njengoba ucindezeleka uqhela phezu kuka qhotho. Asho...naye ngalelolizwi lakhe engangiqala ukulizwa elinokuqhaqhazela okungathi wethukile...athi...ima...asenze kancane kummnandii njeee. Okusempeleni ngangingakaze ngimbhebhe umuntu wesifazane...so lokhu engikuzwayo kungishayise ngolukhulu uvalo lolu...kube sengathi ngizofa manje. Avele lale cababa kimi esifubeni....qede afake isandla phakathi kwamathanga akhe...ehleli phezu kwami...aye ayowugxavula futhi...umthondo. ..ngimuzwe ewucindezela ngesandla...ewuncikisa kuqhotho...lapho sengizwa ingquza isishibilika kamnandi...ikitaza umthondo okungathi obhozo kimi bazovele babheke phezulu...ngithi ngiyambuka naye usevele wakhipha ulimi engathi uzofa....amehlo akhe aphenduke abe bomvu klebhu. Ngizwe sekunuka okuthile okungajwayelekile....lapho ukungihlaba kwakhe ngamabele amile nezingono eseziqine okungathi zizoqhuma kube sengathi kunokumlingo okuwenza emzimbeni wami...ngiwuzwe uthuthumela wonke umzimba wami...ngithi ngiphefumula ngamakhala kuvele kube sengathi umoya awusanganelisi manje. Cabanga ungicindezele umthondo ewuphusha ukhuhla uqhotho. nje..kanti nesandla sakhe ngakolunye uhlangothi....sifudumele kamnandi ngokwedlulele....sengisizwa sithambe kamnandi phezu komthondo wami. Uye..manje...uyanyakaza kancane njengoba engaphezulu nje...ulokhu esiphakamisa kancane isinqa okwenza umthondo wami ulokhu uzikhuhlile izindebe zengquza noqhotho....okushibilikayo. Lapho usemane walalisa ikhanda esifubeni sami...akangibuki...kodwa wenza lokhu akwenza ngokungathi uyesaba naye...ngiyamuzwa usephefumula engathi..uyanqamukelana kuhle komuntu osephusheni elibi. Lesi sidalwa senkosi esiyimi... asikwazi kwakufenda lokho...sengilele ngiwubhaca nje phansi...uNombuso..uye oselokhu eminca abuye adedele isinqa...kwasa kufenda kodwa okungasile nakho ..kodwa ukushibilika komthondo wami uzwa lokho kushisa okungathi kunezinto eziwunwayayo ezithumela imiyalezo ekhanda lami evele ifike imuke nengqondo...ngize ngizithole sengibamba ngihlanganisa amazinyo engathi umfundi elindele ngokwesaba ukubhaxabulwa uthisha ngenduku ezinqeni....ngiyamuzwa naye usephefumula ngomlomo...ungathi awusavaleki...uma esibuyisa isinqa ungathi siyaqhaqhazela...ngize ngizwe namathanga akhe kungathi evevezela okungathi uyagodola. Nyakaza phela nawe kancane...asho kube sengathi uyakhala..usho nje vele ngiyayizwa into engikitaza la emsinsileni inginwayizela ngaphakathi ngenkathi ushubilika wehla wenyuka umthondo phakathi kwamathanga uzwa ukushisa kwezindebe zengquza kungathi ngingasiminca sonke isinqa...ngithi ngiyanyakaza njengokusho kwakhe...uvele uhlehle kakhulu...kuthi lapho ngiwubuyisa ngiwuzwe usuzohlaba maqondana nayo qobo umgodi wengquza ..umthondo... ngimuzwe uthi......hhhhllll...esho engiqinisa futhi engibamba...nangezandla ehlanganisa namathanga. ..qede athi.. ayyiii...kakhuulu...ungenzi kakhuuulu...phela kubhlungu...asho kwasakuhleba okungathi kunokukhala ngenxa yezwi lakhe eseliphenduke isihosho. Ngeke kungcono uze ngaphezulu...wena ...kube uwe owenzayo..asho...ephakakama...elindele ukuthi ngivuke bese kulala yena ngomhlane. Ngiphakame...alale...abheke phezulu...imilenze ayiqondise...thwiii...evale namathanga acimele.Lapho kube ima ngizwa ke ukuthi kanti ngizwa iphunga lengquza nomthondo okuqhanyelwe. Ngendlela esimanzi ngakhona ingquza yakhe...usuyazishibilikela nje umthondo. Nginendaba yini mina nokuthi kumele avule amathanga!...ingani ikhanda lami ungathi alisathathi kahle...ngibe ngilala phezu kwakhe...ngenxa yobumanzi obushelelayo obulapho...ngiwushutheke khona lapho...phakathi kwamathanga avaliwe..ngizwe kungathi lokhu okuyizinzana okuphuphuzela kuyo ingquza kunginwaya kamnandi....ngiwuzwe ugudla umsunu...kube sengathi uyaquma manje u Nombuso...ngingazi noma wenziwa ukulala phezu kwakhe ngomzimba wami wonke yini noma uzwa lento engiyizwayo ekungathi yenza kusiphuzele izinwele kimi...ngenxa yobumnandi. Ushelele..uye ugcwale phakathi kwamathanga....size sithintane ngezinene...usalokhu eyiqondisile njalo imilenze...engawavulile amathanga....ngenkathi ngiwuphusha ushelela ungena phakathi kwamathanga ngimbone namehlo kungathi uwavala kakhudlwana. Ngiwuzwe umthondo ukhuhla umsunu lapho ngizama ukwenza lokhu abekwenza kokunyakazisa isinqa...ngiwudonse umthondo kube sengathi ngiyawukhipha phakathi kwamathanga. ..ngiphinde ngiwuphindise...lapho...sengizwa kukitaza umsinsila kimi...engathi kuzophuma oshobishobi...ngiphinde sona leso....ngiwezwe evuleka kancane kancane amathanga...lapho sesiyaquma sobabili...nakuba singaphimiseli mazwi. Umthondo usumanzi uze uyacwebezela ngenxa yobumanzi bengquza...noma ngingazi ukuthi lokhu engikwenzayo kuyikho yini..kodwa ubumnandi engibuzwa lapho...kuthi angikhale miii...izinyembezi. Ngiwufake ngiwuhlehlise futhi...lapho naye uselokhu eya ngokuwavula kakhudlwana amathanga. . Kuthe lapho esethanda ukuvuleka amathanga sengize ngangena ngaphelela ngemilenze yami phakathi kwawo...kube ima ngizwa okunye ukushisa okungathi kwehlukile kunalokho ebengiqale ngakho...nendlela engifenda ngayo.. yaya..iba namandla...ngithe kade ngimuzwa ewavula kancane kancane amathanga....nami senginyakaza ngokukhululeka...ngamumuzwa ethi...mmmm....esho engimpintsha ngawo amathanga. . Aze angiphushe esinqeni okungathi usefuna ukungisusa.. kodwa kusho ukuthi...kanti ima ngiwudlubheka phakathi embobeni yengquza manje umthondo. Akhale athi...essssshhhhuuu....asho engibamba kwasa kungiphusha....aphinde angiqinise. Kube sengathi ngingabiza ubabomkhulu ke manje...athi uyangiphusha kusho ukuthi sengiyizwile ke manje nami into ezoyizayo..kwavuka namanye amandla engingawazi ngiwathathaphi....ngisiphushe khona lapho isinqa....nami sengimnkonofele kungathi ngizofela kuye....asho...eshuu...eeeshhhhhuuu...essshhhh...hhhhlll...usho nje ngithi uma ngizama ukuwudonsa angibambe ngemuva esinqeni okungathi uzama ukuthi angingabe sawukhipha....lapho usuyavutha bhe ukushisa. Lapho...kuvele kudume amabhanoyi engqondweni yami...ngithi uma ngizama ukufenda ngiwuphindisa phakathi ..athi...ungawufaki..kaaaakhuuluu..usho...kwayena ungathi uyakhala. Angazi amandla angaka ngawathathaphi....ngazithuka sengimphusha amathanga ngamadolo ami...aye ahlekezeka...ngawuzwa ukitazeka okungathi okokugcina manje...lapho usewavala ewavalile amehlo...eshintshanisa izandla...abuye angibuke ngamehlo agcwele ukwezela...ezama ukuwavula wonke engavuleki....akhamise Kusho khona ukuthi kanti nami sengivukwa amandla nje ingoba...sengifike emphela ndaba...ngiwuzwe ungathi uyafutha umthondo engquzeni ka mzala....ngiwuzwe umzumba wami uthuthumela wonke...maqede..uqubuke uhlevane...kanti sengiyasishaya mandoda.....kulokho kuchama kwami...ngivele ngimbambe ngqiiii...ngiwuphushe...kube sengathi usungene wonke.... Naye lapho usekhamise okungathi inkukhu ishiswa iqanda....ngithi lapho ngizwa ukuthi usukhafula okokugcina kube ima ngiqaphela ukuthi...kanti naye usengibambe ngqiiii...womelela kimi. Lapho ngiwukhipha....mayebabooo...ubomvu igazi...nalelishidi lombhede ebesileke kulo nalo libomvu igazi. Kube sengathi kusa ngokunye ke manje. Alokhu eqhubekile nokuvala amehlo engangibuki okungathi uphethwe amahloni...ngibone unyembezi lwehla esihlathi kuye luye luyoqathaka embhedeni. Iyaqhubeka.........